How come whenever you are empty in the wort way possible even a small achievement like reading a book or washing the dishes can make you feel very comfortable like you have solved tall the puzzles of the universe.
and you keep telling yourself that you did something really great ,something wonderful and you never think about that you really did. you just say it was great.
The second you start thinking about what really happened is the second you lose the feeling and instead get faced by the worst feeling of failure.
Both feelings are very exaggerated not real in a way.
the question here , shall I keep fouling myself and be happy for it or face the reality and feel like crap!!
Dec 20, 2011
Neurotic me
"If neurotic is wanting two mutually exclusive things at one and the same time, then I'm neurotic as hell. I'll be flying back and forth between one mutually exclusive thing and another for the rest of my days."
-Sylvia Plath
There is always a good reason!
"There's a reason you separate military and the police. One fights the enemies of the state, the other serves and protects the people. When the military becomes both, then the enemies of the state tend to become the people."- Commander William Adama
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